This is what you get...

...I just feel so much better than before. I'm glad that Obama won. I'm looking forward to a bright new future for America! <3

...Yes it is. I'm going on a trip tomorrow, and I got my very own camera! I'm so excited!!! <3<3<3<3


'Bye for now, I'll probably start posting here & dA a bit more soon! Here's some prev's <3


First, here's a WIP of something original:





...Some MORE Kingdom Hearts (Org.XIII) Fanart:




Chibi 411




Baby Chilly as Link




MarFox and his two babies, (really want to color this one in, nice & simple-like! )




Marluxia & Larxene after Larx nabbed Marly's "panties"...


Chibi- Xigbar & Xaldin! <3


A nude-Xemnas, which I must fix up for my friend, Lerato. <3


...And last, but not least, Vexen-fox and three of his five kits. <3





...More Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker fanart:


A rather tiny pic of Medli <3


Tetra & Link as adults.

And This...


...Yes, I am that kind of fangirl... XD
The boy's name is Finn, and the little girl's name is Shelli. Yes, they are Link & Tetra's children (...don't ask). They started out as humor-characters, then I decided... they could be better. Also, the pic is unfinished, (needs more shading).

That's it for now! I hope you enjoyed this... 'bit' of pictures! XD

<3<3<3

Here's a New Icon I made out of a screencap >

...I haven't really decided on what to do for the next couple of days...

...But for now, I have a few quick pictures >

<sub>This one's a quickie.


In case anyone would like to color it, it's okay, just as long as you tell me...



With a free baby! (along with test-tube bottle!) XD</sub>


ALSO I'm almost done with the Mar/Lex pic I promised Mii. :3

....And suddenly I've become a wreck, so I'll be taking my leave for now. My brain always dies right before I write these journals... -_-;

~Tsuin

....Why are good/creative/cute-artists such dicks?

I mean, I love their art & ideas, but some of them have scorned mine before they even got to know me/the other kinds of ideas that I have.

....It's kinda sad. I mean, it's like you've lost their approval/appreciation just by drawing something you like... :/


...I'm not sad or anything, just wondering...




~Tsuin

Okay, getting a little better now, my inspiration is coming back *opens plot-bunny trap >:D * I hope I'll get it back completely! :T


For now, I have some pics! 8D




Marly Gras!



Vexen, Marluxia, & Family XD



That's kinda what I got for now, updating later on, probably...XD

~Tsu

Yeah, nothing much to post actually, because I spent all of last week recovering from getting my teeth pulled, and I wanted to stay away from drama in order to recover safely, If you know what I mean :3

I'll be working on more art now, so I'll see ya! <3



~Tsu

SHOULD I MAKE AN COMMUNITY???


















...Also Pictures: (These ain't mine! D:< )



And I made some Vexen-screencap icons:









They might need some re-sizing, but yeah, use 'em if you want! XD

I won't be here next week, taking a break & getting my wisdom teeth pulled out, so I'll have to take a few days to recover from that as well...

Bye for now! <3

~Tsuin

( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )

...So my kitty, Sophie was spayed yesterday, now she's home & doing fine :3 ...quite energetic actually, she couldn't wait to get out of the pet-carrier, once Bii & our parents brought her home. So she's happy now. That's all I feel like writing atm, so I'll see all of you later! <3


~Tsuin

....Merry Christmas! I had a great one! I got a tablet finally!!! ...that & some nice slippers u.u

My sister Bii, got me Sora's necklace & a pretty candle-holder! 8D And all was well :)
Here's a pic (that probably everyone saw already) to celebrate!



So finally, things got better this month. I'm glad.

I wish you all a happy holidays! And a happy new year too! <3


~Tsuin

I'll try posting a happier journal this time. I wish that a few friends could come back to AIM, so that I could talk some more! Why is it the the people who understand me the most aren't on very often, or the ones that I talk to often...well...I usually end up not having anything to contribute to the conversation...?

Well, whatever. I've been getting a little sick lately, physically & mentally, and I really hope that this month will turn out
alot better, because it's been made of pure fail & sadness so far...D:


~Tsuin

I have officially put up my "Baby-Adoption Journal" on dA > http://beagletsuin.deviantart.com/journal/15755748/ < Go check it out! XD




~Tsuin

Well, I conclude this month with a final entry:

It sucked.



...Anyways, I sure hope next month will be much better, yes. :3


Oh, and here's cool webcam pics of myself:


Sweet! It's from my iMac <3

Also, I got new glasses today :D They're not in the picture... the pictures were taken on Halloween XD


Gawd...DX just come on already, December!


~Tsuin

I've been feeling exhausted all day, everyday. It's getting harder & harder to wake up, and to go to bed. I think I might need to work out a bit, or take a long walk to get myself tired... I just hope I'm not like this for the holidays. First, I was oversleeping, and now, I'm not getting much sleep at all...-_-;

We had fun last night on Thanksgiving. We ate alot. A little family-trouble started brewing. (Those "in-laws" issues, man -_-; ) We rarely see one of my uncles & his family, but they visited. They're so much fun!

My production might slow down a bit, it might not, but I have to find a way to feel better soon! D:


~Tsuin

Just finished this pic, so I thought I'd post it here!
Enjoy! <3


You should probably "Full View" that...XD

~Tsuin

Just randomly posting, because I feel like a silly dipshit at the moment...

But first, Have a Vexen! <3...


...Now I'm just rambling a bit, but I've been feeling, like a loser lately, not in a sad, emo sort of way, but in a more "Shit I REALLY gotta get out more often!" Kinda way. Since right now, I'm currently what people call a "Basement Dweller" ( 'cept on weekends) But then again, I look at the fact that I'm only 18, I just graduated a few months ago, I'm free, but probably not for much longer. D: I MIGHT be getting a job soon, but right now, I just want to stick to doing what I like. I STILL have much trouble relaxing. *sigh* I guess it's just because I'm in a constant state of stress? Probably the last time I ever REALLY got to 'relax' was about three years ago on a vacation in Florida.

In creative news...
So much is on the brain right now: bondage, babies, slutty-santa outfits...but in the mean time, here's some cute stuff:

-ArcticFox!Vexen (in his summer coat)
-Fox!Marluxia
-fox!Vexen & one of his baby kits.


On another note...

I am looking forward to December, the holiday season! 8D
And I hope to gods it will be epic! XD

TABLET PLZ!?! :3


~Tsuin

Sorry for not responding to the comments in the last journal, I read them all & I appreciate them! <3

I might not be around as frequently, or I might be, but...I don't know...

I thought that I was going to come out of these crossroads ALOT quicker, but it's still taking much time.
Damn...
Why is it that whenever I write here in my LJ, I either.....

A) ...Lose my train of thought completely?
or
B) ...Suddenly get all emo & depressed?

Maybe it's just the atmosphere here...D8


But ANYWAY...

I have icons/emotes of the babies, I'll post them in my dA journal when I feel like it, but right now, I'll show them to you...

Saix:

Chilly:

Daisy:

Cody:

Snowball:

Marco:

Siegfried:

...And Larxene-baby with a meat-cleaver:

I will be posting them on dA for adoption, then they may be posted in subscribed journals. But they can also be used here. There will be more to come if I get any requests, any now?

WTF?
It's like...everyone disappeared all of the sudden D:

There's NO ONE on AIM
There's NO ONE on dA
There's NO ONE on Y!
There's NO ONE here...

D:

...Was it something I said?

Why is everybody gone?...

...Or is it just because no one wants to talk to me?...;_;


~Tsuin

First, a pic...



Vexen & Marluxia with the babies, yes :F Not Halloweenie, but I've too much to do at this time...

As for my current EMOtions...

...I'm feeling a bit bipolar right now....even though don't HAVE bipolar disorder, but today, I've been switching from happy to bitchy, to regretful, to happy again, to bitchy again... and right now, there's a sudden NEED for attention rising...and I HATE getting that...also, it just so happens that everyone's like, emo right now, so they don't wanna talk to me... so then I feel bad and annoying...

...I have things to draw, and ideas, but they apparently WILL NOT show themselves in full, so I'm kinda chasing a bunch of plot-bunnies around right now, & I haven't caught any! D8

The ONLY one that seems to stay all the time are the "Kits" or the Vexen-babies... that one always seems be in place no matter what! XD Everything else hates me I guess...

So...see you all when I manage to grab hold of one of those stray plot-bunnies...or if a new one is born...which reminds me, I should be drawing more of baby Crystal...XD

...But MORE Importantly...

HAPPY ADOPTION-DAY TISH!!! <3

Miss Tish 6-years-old today! ...Or at least, we've had her for 6 years... :> We love you Tish!!! <3<3<3


And so, Happy Halloween! & Love to all! <3

~Tsuin

So....Let's just say, I've got a lot of problems.

You see friends, I've been noting Silvestris on dA, about a little dispute that I had with her. I just wanted to clear it all out with her & sadly, She wrote to me that she's leaving the fandom. My friends are fighting with each other, and no one is listening to me. Except Bii, but I mean no one who is involved.

...My point is...

I DON'T WANT TO HURT PEOPLE ANYMORE

It's sad, it's disgusting, & I....just don't want to "use" my own psychological pain as a tool for, or against anyone. (Which is why I don't go around telling everyone about my mental issues)

...But I must say, that I'm too late. Who knows, hopefully, Bii & I can share our thoughts again....God, this whole issue has torn me apart from my own twin-sister...Maybe we can help each other again, instead of going our separate ways all the time...(:


~Tsuin